The First Real Snow Fall

Hello,

So it snowed last night, and while it has snowed before this year it has never stuck. It stuck last night. Almost an inch. Not a lot but it is a start. This is the first real snow fall in my eyes.

After my night last night I needed something to say the world goes on, and things are still right in the world even if that one thing isn't. It was bad for me, but there is so much going right in my world why should I focus on the thing that was mainly out of my control?

I woke up with the curtain closed. I pressed the snooze button on my alarm twice before actually getting up. This meant forgoing a shower, but I will get one later. I got dressed in jeans and a cute but warm long sleeved shirt because it has been cold lately. I put on my big boots because they are quick, comfortable, and warm. All of this without opening the curtain, so as not to wake up my roommate. I packed my bag and went to Biology discussion. I walked out of the building to a white world. the ground was covered, and the street had seen so few cars that their was still snow on it. I couldn't believe it. It felt like mother nature did it just for me. I know that's not how it works, but for today I choose to believe that she put the snow there to say "look this is for you! The world is good and beautiful. You are alive and I love you."

The first snowfall feels like a huge hug. The evergreens are tipped white. I love the look of it. That is how evergreens were designed. They are meant to have snow on top of them frosting the tips but showing the rich green underneath.

I am listening to music as I type this it is very good chill winter perfect music. I can't help but feel good today. I want to drink hot chocolate, or a butter rum, and have popcorn and watch a great movie. A sweet one. Not sure what one but I will find one.

I want to play in the snow. I want to watch as I make footprints as I walk. Love is snow. Life is Biology. Snow is Biology. Thus love is life. I haven't found love yet, I might not even be ready, but one day I will find the right guy and we will cuddle on the sofa all day on the day the first snow sticks to the ground. That is my dream. I know nothing of my wedding, because that is only one day, but I know what I want for my life.

I didn't think I would be, but today I am smiling. That slow content smile. The one that just feels good.

In Biology discussion, we actually had a discussion and I voiced my opinions (something I normally don't do in class). People agreed with me. It felt good. The discussion was on ethics in genetics. I think people agreed because I took a moderate approach to it.

After discussion a friend from that class came back and we made scrambled eggs with cheese. We ruined the first batch but the second was much better. The first batch the stove top was up to high (above 5 on ours means red hot). The sink is having problems again, but we will live with it until it gets really bad, then we will call someone. None of this matters because there is snow.

I'm off to enjoy the day and relax.

Fell the love today, kiss someone you love, hug your friends, watch a great movie, and feel the moment and love it.

Ta ta