overwhelmed

hello,

Things are getting overwhelming. I have too much homework. Too much work. I don't have enough discipline. The whole of last week I was freezing because the heat wasn't on in my building. I came back today to find that my fridge is a vengeful thing and had turned my sodas into slushies. And my freezer took a lesson from my fridge and turned my ice cream into a solid rock. Greatly disappointing.

I don't feel like running away like last year. I feel like I just want a little break. Just a few days and then I will come back. I want to see my friends. I want to laugh with them, watch movies with them, eat ice cream with them. I want to forget about chemistry. Say so long to Latin. I want a few days back in my world, with everything the way I had it. If I was going to run away it would be to London though. To that flat I have planned out with a friend.

The economy sucks. Not just the United States economy but the world economy. It really does worry me. The bailout with help some, but not if the banks keep spending the money on themselves and not on helping the people. I don't believe either candidate has a real concrete plan, and I don't believe they could seeing as no one is looking to other countries who have gone through the same thing to base our plans off of. I fear that if this doesn't work out quickly too many of us will losing homes, jobs and not going back to college. I am worried about that. I will have to take out loans soon and then I will have to worry about money. I am not okay with that. What happens when a generation doesn't graduate college and those who do can't find jobs? I worry about that. We all need to think about it. We need a concrete solution, and we need faith. Who ever provides that is a national hero.

That is all for now.

ta ta.